I Drink Alone

[cruxcharisma]

Title: I Drink Alone
Category: Poem
Published: N/A
Date: Summer 2006

i want to run naked
through the city
screaming
this is bullshit
and leave nothing
but burning rubble
in my wake
i want firecrackers
to sear wrinkles
in your
botox smile
because the media
(and testosterone)
tell me
i must inseminate
the woman with the
largest breasts
and smallest hips
so another
complacent ingrate
can spill
from her cunt
and rape the planet
more

mister
anarchist
nihilist
linguist
haute couture
glamour girl
elitist shits
all of you
who sneer
down your nose
at sheep
in greener pastures
while you fluff
your wool

your subculture
counterculture
is still
culture
sheer abstraction
to distract you
from the fact
there is no point
to anything
so shove it
up your ass

i have a hard time
dealing with all these
fragments of
emotion
and
logic
there was alot of
potential
but we lost it
in an egocentric quest
for progress
so i am
just fragments
and don't know
if I hate humanity
or just being
human
but either way
i drink alone.