THANK YOU ALL
yay for people...i had a good birthday thank you all...all the messages made a day at work so wonderful and it touched me so much to know some people care...or for that matter even know that it was my birthday..again i cant thank you all enough...
i got so many presents i wasnt expecting anything but my digital camera that i love..i got a pack/case for when i go traveling yay for mum and dad..i got a beautiful ring from my sister that i love so much..i got such beautiful pressies from rach..she is so wonderful and precious to me...thank you so much...i got so many messages and hugs kisses love from everyone i got a yummy yummy cake from carly that made the next days lunch something to look forward to...went to avanti for dinner and ate my favourite pasta ever...eggplant yum!
wed night went to mary street to see some bands...it was ok...that place just never seems to be "fun" i dont know if it is the people, the fact that it is a wednesday night or the actual place itself...couldnt say...but the bands were good...tonight i was going to go out but i am way to tired..ah so need sleep had a nap and woke up and got bored..so here i am..
tomorrow night i am going to go shopping with the ladies..kathleen gets in i am soooo excited to see her it has been way to long...and thank you for the message kathleen..then saturday is the big day...i am excited but cant help to be worried as all fuck..i jsut want to cover costs...i have a feeling i wont..i know i wont i konw i will have to take money with me to pay for shit...eek oh well it will be fun....less drinkin more funning haha...i cant wait...
so yea this my life...for the time being...things will change within the next 10 mins we all know this...work is ok at the moment they have all laid off a bit..giving me a break...its my birthday week after all.oh got a fantastic pay rise this week...i did forget that i got a pay rise...this makes me happy..i am getting all so much closer to going over seas...i am excited but at teh same time...heartbroken that i have to leave such beautiful people...but i know they will always be somewhere in the world..only a phone call/email away..such nerds...
i am so bored..i sould really be gettin a pirate outfit together but i am way to tired and i will get frustrated and upset if i try anything....i dont want to do this to myself right now..not in this frame of mind...i dont konw what is wrong with me at the moment..i haev has such fun and been so happy over teh last few weeks...rach being back and all makes me smile so much...but there is something missing...i dont know what it is...i dont feel full of life anymore...not like i used to be...and people have noticed...i have noticed....hrmm...even work has noticed...i think i know what i am missing...but i want to find this out...i am pretty sure i know..i need a challenge...yes...i do...
if you read this you are nuts...i am sorry to have wasted your time...altho i will finish here by saying much love to my bitches...xox
i got so many presents i wasnt expecting anything but my digital camera that i love..i got a pack/case for when i go traveling yay for mum and dad..i got a beautiful ring from my sister that i love so much..i got such beautiful pressies from rach..she is so wonderful and precious to me...thank you so much...i got so many messages and hugs kisses love from everyone i got a yummy yummy cake from carly that made the next days lunch something to look forward to...went to avanti for dinner and ate my favourite pasta ever...eggplant yum!
wed night went to mary street to see some bands...it was ok...that place just never seems to be "fun" i dont know if it is the people, the fact that it is a wednesday night or the actual place itself...couldnt say...but the bands were good...tonight i was going to go out but i am way to tired..ah so need sleep had a nap and woke up and got bored..so here i am..
tomorrow night i am going to go shopping with the ladies..kathleen gets in i am soooo excited to see her it has been way to long...and thank you for the message kathleen..then saturday is the big day...i am excited but cant help to be worried as all fuck..i jsut want to cover costs...i have a feeling i wont..i know i wont i konw i will have to take money with me to pay for shit...eek oh well it will be fun....less drinkin more funning haha...i cant wait...
so yea this my life...for the time being...things will change within the next 10 mins we all know this...work is ok at the moment they have all laid off a bit..giving me a break...its my birthday week after all.oh got a fantastic pay rise this week...i did forget that i got a pay rise...this makes me happy..i am getting all so much closer to going over seas...i am excited but at teh same time...heartbroken that i have to leave such beautiful people...but i know they will always be somewhere in the world..only a phone call/email away..such nerds...
i am so bored..i sould really be gettin a pirate outfit together but i am way to tired and i will get frustrated and upset if i try anything....i dont want to do this to myself right now..not in this frame of mind...i dont konw what is wrong with me at the moment..i haev has such fun and been so happy over teh last few weeks...rach being back and all makes me smile so much...but there is something missing...i dont know what it is...i dont feel full of life anymore...not like i used to be...and people have noticed...i have noticed....hrmm...even work has noticed...i think i know what i am missing...but i want to find this out...i am pretty sure i know..i need a challenge...yes...i do...
if you read this you are nuts...i am sorry to have wasted your time...altho i will finish here by saying much love to my bitches...xox