♋ PCG 19

[crusthatecean]

[Phone]

[Karkat is calling! He sounds a little shaky this time, and he speaks quickly, dropping the normal amount of too-long-didn't-listen ranting.]Okay, idiots, it's that fucking time again. My safe housing list for December is in the communication receptacle outside 1338 Benny Road, so come get an updated copy, or your first copy if you're new

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[frogst]

[ aka living in the same house and now also having dog ears which I assume are fully functioning. good luck keeping anything ever a secret, also don't bring any dog whistles around.

Jade approaches, looking very son I am disappoint. ]

Hey.

[crusthatecean]

[Just looking grumpy and upset, he's just finished cancelling several of his friendship plans.]

What do you want?

[frogst]

What do you mean what? [ She can see he's upset, so it takes a little bite out of her words. ] Karkat, you know you can't do this.

[crusthatecean]

I can and will do whatever I think is best.

[frogst]

Don't you think it's a little selfish?

[crusthatecean]

Of course it's fucking selfish. I'm sorry for ever being fucking selfish for one damn thing. You're right, I should be fucking perfect. Why don't you chain me up with hot irons until I die, it's the only way I can fucking make up for this incredible display of selfishness.

[frogst]

I know you really want to wallow in your self loathing but you can't! He is your ancestor and he is here and telling everyone they can't talk to him isn't dealing with it!

[crusthatecean]

There's nothing to deal with! There is absolutely no way to 'control the situation.'

If they're going to talk to him, I don't want them around me anymore. Not because I'm selfish or even because I'm fucking angry! I just don't want them around me!

[frogst]

If you do that, you're going to push everyone away! There is very much something to deal with and you're NOT because you're scared. I know why you are, okay? I get it, and I understand that you don't want to deal with this but you have to.

[crusthatecean]

Of course I am, that's exactly what I'm fucking trying to do! So there's nothing to deal with. Either they'll listen to me and it will be fine or they won't and we'll never talk again and it will be fine.