sick

Jan 23, 2007 21:40

i'm sick and whiney all the timer. i had strep and now my sinuses are fucked and i just wanto feel better and not sick all time because the days are getting longer and i'll be feeling the best i'll feel all year in a few months and lucas' birthday party is this weekend.

it's also david and alvin's birthday this weekend and we are going to party all weekend long and i hope my liver doesn't fuck up but i am young so i can handle this shit. live fast diy young. i work on friday but after that i will be living up the time left before i'm in school full time.

there is a show on saturday night and i am nervous because i do not want to see any more vandalism amongst my peers and have it get shut down. i'm really nervous of someone who is going to be there too. he just makes me feel less safe. i like feeling safe.

i'm going to start a full day next week on tuesday. social anxiety or not i have to get highschool done. i'm super scared because this is my future at stake...and lately all the choices i make seem to add up to a crazy future. i really really really want to get school completed.

i am afraid of a million things.

i wanna go for coffee with mehta soon.
that would be rad.

ps; i got a fotolog.
www.fotolog.com/trashy_flower/

ewww, i can not stop sneezing

health, anxiety, mental health, friends, shows, life

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