i wanna hold your hand

[crust_berry]

i've been thinking about growing up and how i feel less close to my friends because of the things in my life and not havin time for everyone. in fact, i am neglectng to do my math homework because charise just signed into msn and i haven't talked to her in ttalked to her in what feels like a week and i want to know whats going on in her life and how recent positive choices and changes are going.

i never have enough time to do everything i please, today is my day off and i'm doing homework because i probally won't have time tomorow because i work the longer shift and then on wednesday i'll be really tired and wanting to go to sleep early because i worked. but thursday is early dismisal, and i have a coffee date with ravynnn.

i really want to meet someone and fall in love. i want someone new. i want to get to know someone new. i want to run off to winnipeg and edmonton with them for crazy adventures. i want to get drunk, trip out with them. i want to hold someones hand, i want to go book shopping, i want to mosh, go for tea, eat lots and lots of tofu. i want sometihng new.

i'm going to do the one million things that i have to do on my days off.