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This time of the year always makes me think of what WAS.
I miss it. I miss my life then, my gang, falling asleep to Grey's Anatomy dvds every night and waking up to cozy in the rocket. Do you remember how many times we would re-play it? It was security, the two of them and us. We were it. I lost it. Those brisk nights of driving around aimlessly just being stupid, arguing, laughing, just doing us.
Do you remember?
Dear Alecia,
You may or may not read this. Your my best friend and I love you. I feel so lost without you sometimes. We have the strangest relationship but it doesn't matter sometimes. Just know the way I feel, I hope you know. I have the picture of you dressed as an old women and me as dorthy from what feels like a million halloweens ago on my desk here. We were so lucky.
I miss it. I miss my life then, my gang, falling asleep to Grey's Anatomy dvds every night and waking up to cozy in the rocket. Do you remember how many times we would re-play it? It was security, the two of them and us. We were it. I lost it. Those brisk nights of driving around aimlessly just being stupid, arguing, laughing, just doing us.
Do you remember?
Dear Alecia,
You may or may not read this. Your my best friend and I love you. I feel so lost without you sometimes. We have the strangest relationship but it doesn't matter sometimes. Just know the way I feel, I hope you know. I have the picture of you dressed as an old women and me as dorthy from what feels like a million halloweens ago on my desk here. We were so lucky.