A hiccup in paradise..
I've been thinking alot lately. About this whole growing up deal. Sounds pretty stupid, right? Well, I don't know. I think I'm just scared of the future, what it will hold. I cried last night because I felt like I was drifting away from one of my best friends that I've known since Kindergarden just because I was going to a different highschool than her. I feel like I'll never see her again, that I'll find someone and forget her, I don't want that. Highschool -- I'm not ready for it. I used to be so exicted, but its turned into fear now. I've always had a phobia about making new friends, and Wilcox is just a place where I won't know anyone in my own grade. I mean, for 11 years I've never had to worry about meeting new people, I knew everyone back at OLMC.. Maybe I'm just being stupid, I hope its just a phase. It'll pass.