You can drive it wherever..
Its crazy. I see it and people say they "want" him. Well, I need him. Because without him, I can't live properly. Without him, my whole life turns around into a depressing void, and I can't stand it anymore. I want to be happy again. No, wait.. I need to be happy again. I can't live like this anymore. Its hard to put a smile on your face every day when you have nothing to smile about.
Nothing goes right for me. Nothing goes my way. I just want..need one thing to go good for me. Then again, everything happends for a reason right? So maybe, God is just putting me through all of this shit to see if I can take it. So maybe, one day when I finish with this emotional obstical course something big might happen, something incredible, something that will erase all the depression I had in the past. So, maybe .. just maybe, this is just a test. It will all be better in the end. Hopefully.