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I'm so excited about this surgery it's all I can think about. It's really a dream come true. I am scared of getting my hopes up because this matters so much to me.
I've done my research (and read everything about 100 times over) and I am so seriously excited but scared of getting my hopes crushed.
I'm so thankful that one of my good friends had the surgery in '05 and can help me step by step along the way. I don't expect it to be easy but I do expect it to gain me the resources I need to make this happen permanently once and for all.
Being skinny isin't new to me, but I've only been a few years in my life because of genes and other reason, the number 1 being I don't feel full.
Everyone around me is so supportive.
I can't wait!
Monica
I've done my research (and read everything about 100 times over) and I am so seriously excited but scared of getting my hopes crushed.
I'm so thankful that one of my good friends had the surgery in '05 and can help me step by step along the way. I don't expect it to be easy but I do expect it to gain me the resources I need to make this happen permanently once and for all.
Being skinny isin't new to me, but I've only been a few years in my life because of genes and other reason, the number 1 being I don't feel full.
Everyone around me is so supportive.
I can't wait!
Monica