Yeah I hada crap sleep. I dreamt i was in prison.. home and away! when i got up at 9.30 Jasperwas covered in a blanket so i knew he had slipped off to doggy land. Dad checked at 3.30am and he was gone. He was part of the family for most of my life so its saaaaad! I have to pick up food i drop on the floor now lol. But he only was really bad for one full day so im glad he didnt suffer like some do. I still walked into the room and started talking to him even when he was partially deaf, it may be hard to stop doing that. But I have 2 cats to talk to i guess they will have to do.
Rest In Peace Baby xox
I went to Julias for a bit this morning but now i dont know what to do. I haveto find a job, i suck!! im such a procrastinator.