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I went for a drive to hornby then parked up out the back of the airport. we went there on one of our first 'dates' to eat pizza. what a depressing day. seriously. i dont know if he will come over tonight, its the only time he can really when my parents wont be here to make me feel guilty. i cant go to his house so. just one last time alone, i just want to watch tv and talk and make everything ok again. i wont mention jabba. kyle said he has argued almost every day about having me over. ill get off his back now about it. i cant change anything. I dont want him to be upset with me like i am with him. i want to straighten it out and spend some time with him while i can. i wish he wanted to. like..if he WANTED to he would be like im cooking tea tonight, but yeah sure ill be over after.
i was listening to my Westlife cd i got when i was 13 lol, cranked it up loud. made me feel better. yep.
I will let go of him when he isnt here any more and i have to. i think ill be sad for a while but i just dont want this last week while he is here to be a bad one.
But what happens, happens.
i was listening to my Westlife cd i got when i was 13 lol, cranked it up loud. made me feel better. yep.
I will let go of him when he isnt here any more and i have to. i think ill be sad for a while but i just dont want this last week while he is here to be a bad one.
But what happens, happens.