Goodbye 2006.
To be honest i am feeling really unenthused about this New Yrs Eve. I stupidly let Kyle stay the night last night so i am now completely tired. He wouldnt turnthe tv off and i was trying to sleep, i shoulda told him to go home then.
His flat is having a party tonight and i cant go not because Kyle doesnt wnt me to but because his damn flatmate is a tosser and thinks im a bitch. why? the only reason ive got is because i txtd him and yelled at him to fuck off after he kicked me out that time, i was drunk. - this was after not before he kicked me out for doing nothing that was his business. Did he think i would just be like oh ok, yeah thats fine ill go. stupid asshole. Sarah and mum are both like why doesnt Kyle just stand up for himself. yeah why dont you. I would just not talk to Jabba if i saw him, i wouldnt try and pick a fight or anything! I dont get his problem with me but im not going to try and make it worse.
Anyway it doesnt matter because im not invited. Kyles not allowed over anymore, to stay. Dad went out at 4am to check if his car was there lol, and it was. He never told me i couldnt have guys over.. it wont be happening again with kyle anyway im sick of this shit with Jabba. he's only here for 2 more weeks anyway. It may be time to say nup, you're not getting your own way all the time go get some somewhere else. Jabbas managed to ruin the last month or so ive had left with Kyle so how about we just end it. im just upset right now. I wanted to end this year with him, happy. And right now im almost crying.
I am having a V hopefully that will wake me up. i stayed in bed til 2.30pm but not a lot of sleep. maybe i should just get drunk and be happy. and forget about it all. I hope he realises how he had made me feel. it sucks when someone hates you. and when i really dont think ive done anything wrong (yeah ive sworn at him but after what he did to me thats not that big a deal!). i gues he just needed a excuse to hate me. get his kicks. i had no problem with him until this shit started.
If i was still going out with Kyle and he told me i couldnt go to this party, i would dump him. lol. he rekons he's done nothing wrong and its just jabbas fault but for FUCKS SAKE, if you wanted me there you wouldnt CARE what HE said! rrrrrrraaaaah.
its so cold and yuck outside. but no thats it, im not going to be depressed anymore i will go and get energised, pretend ive had lots of sleep and feel great and go party. We are going to Nic's so i hope it will be fun. ill try not to think about Kyle.
Happy New Year.
His flat is having a party tonight and i cant go not because Kyle doesnt wnt me to but because his damn flatmate is a tosser and thinks im a bitch. why? the only reason ive got is because i txtd him and yelled at him to fuck off after he kicked me out that time, i was drunk. - this was after not before he kicked me out for doing nothing that was his business. Did he think i would just be like oh ok, yeah thats fine ill go. stupid asshole. Sarah and mum are both like why doesnt Kyle just stand up for himself. yeah why dont you. I would just not talk to Jabba if i saw him, i wouldnt try and pick a fight or anything! I dont get his problem with me but im not going to try and make it worse.
Anyway it doesnt matter because im not invited. Kyles not allowed over anymore, to stay. Dad went out at 4am to check if his car was there lol, and it was. He never told me i couldnt have guys over.. it wont be happening again with kyle anyway im sick of this shit with Jabba. he's only here for 2 more weeks anyway. It may be time to say nup, you're not getting your own way all the time go get some somewhere else. Jabbas managed to ruin the last month or so ive had left with Kyle so how about we just end it. im just upset right now. I wanted to end this year with him, happy. And right now im almost crying.
I am having a V hopefully that will wake me up. i stayed in bed til 2.30pm but not a lot of sleep. maybe i should just get drunk and be happy. and forget about it all. I hope he realises how he had made me feel. it sucks when someone hates you. and when i really dont think ive done anything wrong (yeah ive sworn at him but after what he did to me thats not that big a deal!). i gues he just needed a excuse to hate me. get his kicks. i had no problem with him until this shit started.
If i was still going out with Kyle and he told me i couldnt go to this party, i would dump him. lol. he rekons he's done nothing wrong and its just jabbas fault but for FUCKS SAKE, if you wanted me there you wouldnt CARE what HE said! rrrrrrraaaaah.
its so cold and yuck outside. but no thats it, im not going to be depressed anymore i will go and get energised, pretend ive had lots of sleep and feel great and go party. We are going to Nic's so i hope it will be fun. ill try not to think about Kyle.
Happy New Year.