Food =bad

[crushedbones]

I haven't really been on much lately. Truthfully, being online nowadays bores me. If I come on, it's only for not even an hour. I haven't even worked on my fan fic, and it's supposed to be up by..Yesterday..

I haven't been eating much, either. All the foods I've had lately have less than 5 grams of fat..And everyday, I have made a commitment to

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not fun.

[crimsonbloodxxx]

eating disorders are not fun. trust me. nobody knows this, not even donna, but had one. i dropped down weighing 97 pounds at being around 5'7 in the middle of grade 7. my parents didnt even notice. i always used to get pains in my heart, and it felt like my stomach was eating its insides. but once u have one, u will never be the same again. and by eating less, when u eat a bit more than u should u gain it 3x faster. i found it out by myself that i had one and was scared to death because i didnt want to die or anything...so i weened myself into eating...which now lead to me being 130 pounds. and still to this day i think about how much i am going to eat and stuff, like in my eating disorders days. i still think i am fat to. just dont do that to urself...jesus i wish i was 117 lmao

[his_grump]

whoever you are that posted before me, you are exactly right. Once you have an eating disorder, you never get over it. Do whatever you can do to convince yourself you are not fat, because if you get an eating disorder then you won't ever be the same person.
It's so stupid. I'm saying all this and my anorexia's coming back and I wish I would take my own advice for once.

Tess

[crimsonbloodxxx]

^yeah, i wish i took my own advice too...after writing that i made a diet plan of only 350 calories a day. but im thinking about not doing it.
:/

Kat

[crushedbones]

I've just been eating string cheese and yogurt, and alot of fruit lately. Today my mom brought me home food from Wendy's. I ate it, but not without that nagging feeling. I wanted to make myself throw up, but I can't exactly do that with me mom here..She would know..I've lost 2 pounds already though, since I've started eating less.