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[crushed_hopes]

sometimes i look around and i think there could be more than this.
i dont know what it is but i get this feeling that somethings not quite right.
i wonder if that will ever change.
if the feeling will go away and i will be left with the feeling of being content.
i dont feel it all the time...just sometimes.
i dont know what brings it on or what temporarily puts it aside in my mind.
all i know is that it is a feeling i dont like.

...all and all i think i am just bored. or at least thats all i hope it is.
it seems that everything is always the same. day in and day out i do that same thing\
and theres not even the slightest change to my routine.
i tell myself that when i get out of high school, that will all change.
i will start something new and move on from this place.
but as i think about it i dont know if this is entirely true.
i guess only time will tell

...ok sorry just thinking out loud.
this will probably be the only entry for a while considering i am never on the internet.
so yeah. as you have probably already figured out life is pretty much the same.
dont get me wrong im not unhappy. i just dont know what it is. hmmm. o well.
i have to leave for work in like 30 minutes and then tonight i have no idea whats going on.
we had plans but that didnt work out. surprise surprise. at least you know some things will never change. lol.