If 2 people cant work out whatever needs to be worked out, when is enough enough?

Oct 18, 2004 00:27

why do i consistantly do this to myself? i went over his apt tonight to hang out , and i guess "get to know each other better". i guess getting to know each other better is sitting on a couch on the opposite side of the room debating on whether to say every single word you say or not. i just really dont get it. maybe im assuming hes still interested and hes not. but im not the kind of person that can go from making out to just hanging out with no feelings left. sorry, just not me. what the hell if we both like each other who the hell cares about how well we know each other, isnt discovering new things about the other person what makes relationships fun? how do you get to know a person who is holding back more now then they did a month ago? you cant. well he doesnt know im holding back, but if he thinks im not hes blind. around 12 i just got sick of sitting there so i left. and as im leaving he asked me if i wanted to go to dinner on tues w/him for his roommates birthday. and i mean yea im gona go. i love spending time with him. but im just really frustrated with this situation. i am not gona sit around for nothing to happen. but i say im not but im going to. because i can be so frustrated with this, and he'll call and tell me to come over, and i will. :-/. i just dont get it. when is enough enough? never.
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