Aug 10, 2004 21:18
i felt like updating cuz im really bored
im waiting for ♥ to get outa work
i wish he didnt work so much
but you gotta make moneY i guess
so...what to talk about...
wow ive never had this problem before
well i was reading kristies LJ today
and she said something about moving in like 13 daY or something
and i was reading through some of my old entries today
and they were talking about how i was gonna be a senior
and it was gonna be so cool
and its just weird that my senior year is all over
i AM really happy that its over, and schools over
and i dont have to do homework or get up early anymore
but its kinda sad that its done. i cant go back
i mean that is how life goes, and everyone does it
but sorta made me think about everything
its weird that i prob wont see a lot of people ever again
except if we all get together on xmas break and stuff like that
which i hope everyone does
otherwise ill prob just see everyone @ the like ? year reunion
which i hope most people will go to
i know i will always go to all mine
i will love them.
its sorta scary growing up if you think about it
i mean if you really think about it
but its also exciting
i really cant wait to get married and have kids
and buy a house and all that stuff
i can not wait for my wedding day
its so...undescribeable
i mean guys dont understand how important a girls wedding day is
we've all dreamed of this day since we were little girls
i wonder who will get married first
i prob wont, maybe jes and ben, who knows
i wanna get married when im like between 22-25
i wanna have my kids when i am young
so i can do tons of fun stuff with them
i dont know why i anticipate getting married and stuff so much
its weird...i love to daydream about it
cuz i like to know EVERYthing--im nosey
and i hate it cuz i have no idea who i will marry
its such a mystery to me
and i just wanna know
but i cant
and i wont till it actually happens
...yeah im not having a problem thinking of what to talk about now
i could talk about this kinda stuff forever
and i cant wait to see what all of my kids will look like
if they will look like me or my husband
i hope they are cute.
they'll be cute.
okay this is prob good for now...
stiLL,
MS. JENNIFER SUPCZAK