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why the heLL am i up @ 9 ocLock in the moring ?
weLL i was haLf asLeep and i figured id just faLL bad
but then rae just woke up w/ a sound
i wont say wat
but kristie would be mad
haha
when i was writing in my LJ yesterday
i was debating whether or not to caLL my mom
and then this song came on
and it was just perfect i thought
so i had to put the lyrics in
its a good song - dL it
come on girL, i know your there
now pick up that phone, dont act like you dont care
weLL ive caLLed for hours, seems like days
ive got so much to say, dont act this way
you know it isnt fair
now you know i wouldnt hurt you
you know thats not in my play
pick the phone and listen
just listen to what i have to say
sometimes i feeL your out to get me
these little games that you insist to play
what you dont know is one sharp word cut me like a knife
burned me deep into the shadows where i stand
now you know i wouldnt hurt you
you know thats not in my play
pick up the phone and listen
just listen to what i have to say
aLso yesterday i was getting ready
and i was just in this like dead mood
like i just needed a hug
cuz sometimes you just need a hug to make you feeL better
and thats aLL
thats how i feLt
and i was goin to make an entry
and it was jus gonna say
"i think i just need a hug."
but i didnt have the time
kristie heidi and bre came to raes to pick me up
and we taLked to raes mom for awhiLe just about stuff
then josh and dave came home reaL quick
and we were aLL waLking out and i was infront of dave and i was just waLking to krist car
cuz they were aLready in there
and he was like - can i have a hug or you jus gonna waLk by me
i dunno, you guys are prob aLL like, man she IS retarded
but i dunno, i needed it
and i was gLad he said something cuz i wouldnt have
i DID caLL my mom yesterday
and we are like meeting today @ 12 to taLk about everything
so i hope that goes weLL
i dont think im gonna go home yet
but i know my mom is working tonite and saturday nite
but i have pLans for both nights
and i know she isnt going to have a bbsitter
so...im thinking about losing the pLans to heLp her bbsit
but i dunno yet ...
ok i think im gonna go heLp the HALPins cLean the house
since i technicaLLy am part of the family now
-hEf
weLL i was haLf asLeep and i figured id just faLL bad
but then rae just woke up w/ a sound
i wont say wat
but kristie would be mad
haha
when i was writing in my LJ yesterday
i was debating whether or not to caLL my mom
and then this song came on
and it was just perfect i thought
so i had to put the lyrics in
its a good song - dL it
come on girL, i know your there
now pick up that phone, dont act like you dont care
weLL ive caLLed for hours, seems like days
ive got so much to say, dont act this way
you know it isnt fair
now you know i wouldnt hurt you
you know thats not in my play
pick the phone and listen
just listen to what i have to say
sometimes i feeL your out to get me
these little games that you insist to play
what you dont know is one sharp word cut me like a knife
burned me deep into the shadows where i stand
now you know i wouldnt hurt you
you know thats not in my play
pick up the phone and listen
just listen to what i have to say
aLso yesterday i was getting ready
and i was just in this like dead mood
like i just needed a hug
cuz sometimes you just need a hug to make you feeL better
and thats aLL
thats how i feLt
and i was goin to make an entry
and it was jus gonna say
"i think i just need a hug."
but i didnt have the time
kristie heidi and bre came to raes to pick me up
and we taLked to raes mom for awhiLe just about stuff
then josh and dave came home reaL quick
and we were aLL waLking out and i was infront of dave and i was just waLking to krist car
cuz they were aLready in there
and he was like - can i have a hug or you jus gonna waLk by me
i dunno, you guys are prob aLL like, man she IS retarded
but i dunno, i needed it
and i was gLad he said something cuz i wouldnt have
i DID caLL my mom yesterday
and we are like meeting today @ 12 to taLk about everything
so i hope that goes weLL
i dont think im gonna go home yet
but i know my mom is working tonite and saturday nite
but i have pLans for both nights
and i know she isnt going to have a bbsitter
so...im thinking about losing the pLans to heLp her bbsit
but i dunno yet ...
ok i think im gonna go heLp the HALPins cLean the house
since i technicaLLy am part of the family now
-hEf