new update
hi all, i would write in theis thing more but my computer has been down for the last few months. alot has happened. i went through some money problems a while back but thats ok now. my computer died and this one isnt much better, if it over heats it locks up. so letshope it doesnt do that. i'm single now and 'm starting to remember why i hate it. i'd ask a girl i kno named shelli out but i dont think she likes me like that so i think i'll save the humilliation and rejection. there are others i like but i dont think it would work. it could but some of them are too good of friends. which brings me to another point. why is it that you always seem to drift from good friends?? i mean they come back sometimes but you cant seem to keep them all. take me for example: i used to hang out with katie all the time but now its rare if i see or talk to her, where as kaitlyn and i used to hang out all the time, then we just talked online, now we started hanging out again. i've been on vacation for the last few days now and its great but i cant wait to get back to work next week so i know i'll be doing something during the day instead of trying to figure that out all the time. i'm thinking of going back to school but i dont kno what for. i'm suppose to help my friend move today, i'm getting up at 6 to shower and get to the other side of town. but knowing me i wont wake up till noon so i think i'll stay up all night. i had to wipe my old HD so now i have to re install everything and i dont have any of my music. i need a new download program but kazza gives you viruses. my room is a mess. my roomates leave for the weekend today so i should throw a party but i wont cause i'm a loser. i hate being alone this sucks.