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At home I have many livejournals written out full of emotion and chaos over sporadic times in the past few months. but I'll save us all the drama and do a simple update.
I liked Matt, I liked Matt a lot, partially because of the feeling of home he provided me when I moved back. It was short lived to say the least. Although we dated or whatever you called it for almost six months, it never progressed and even though some days were amazing, many were not and I settled for the mediocre boy I've known forever. You can't force someone to like you. If its not there its not there and very rarely does it magically appear. Im done holding my breath for a change in him. Ironically (if that is even the correct word) he is moving less than two miles away from me and while I do love a summer romance, this is one is officially dead. I suggested we stopped seeing one another and he agreed it was for the best. I can almost guarantee there is someone else. whatever I have a someone else someone who is absolutely perfect....most of the time.
His name is Dave Herman, I've mentioned him about a bajillllllion times over the past five years of my life and hes back, back where he belongs, in love with me. Currently hes mad about the Matt thing, which on some levels he deserves to be, but he is also the one who pushed me away in the first place. I don't know what we are doing, but I'd rather be stuck in in limbo with him than living in hell with Matt.
so my new jobbbbby....
I do TSS work with a boy who has autism in the scranton school district. Basically I make sure he doesn't have anxiety attacks all day. Its fun, its easy and the classroom I was put in is full of awesome people. This summer I chose to do an assignment that is going to be a summer camp for autistic children at the park that is conveniently located less than a mile from my house. 9-3 all day in the sun, I can handle that. Of course there is always Rubys even though it has been driving me nuts lately.
random, but a few thoughts on glee. Im not wildly entertained like I was in the beginning of the season and they seemed the have lessened the frequency of the cool sound effects in between scenes. I say bring back the crazy wife.
I liked Matt, I liked Matt a lot, partially because of the feeling of home he provided me when I moved back. It was short lived to say the least. Although we dated or whatever you called it for almost six months, it never progressed and even though some days were amazing, many were not and I settled for the mediocre boy I've known forever. You can't force someone to like you. If its not there its not there and very rarely does it magically appear. Im done holding my breath for a change in him. Ironically (if that is even the correct word) he is moving less than two miles away from me and while I do love a summer romance, this is one is officially dead. I suggested we stopped seeing one another and he agreed it was for the best. I can almost guarantee there is someone else. whatever I have a someone else someone who is absolutely perfect....most of the time.
His name is Dave Herman, I've mentioned him about a bajillllllion times over the past five years of my life and hes back, back where he belongs, in love with me. Currently hes mad about the Matt thing, which on some levels he deserves to be, but he is also the one who pushed me away in the first place. I don't know what we are doing, but I'd rather be stuck in in limbo with him than living in hell with Matt.
so my new jobbbbby....
I do TSS work with a boy who has autism in the scranton school district. Basically I make sure he doesn't have anxiety attacks all day. Its fun, its easy and the classroom I was put in is full of awesome people. This summer I chose to do an assignment that is going to be a summer camp for autistic children at the park that is conveniently located less than a mile from my house. 9-3 all day in the sun, I can handle that. Of course there is always Rubys even though it has been driving me nuts lately.
random, but a few thoughts on glee. Im not wildly entertained like I was in the beginning of the season and they seemed the have lessened the frequency of the cool sound effects in between scenes. I say bring back the crazy wife.