School's Out.
What a year. It'll be something to remember, at least for me.
Every class I had today soared by, and nothing felt like it was really ending. Nothing really felt right. It was just there, and then it wasn't. No climax, no big twist, just the end.
I was hoping for a big twist.
...Well, we have llamas now, I guess that's a twist.
I passed all my finals and all my classes. The lowest grade I got on a final was a C- and my lowest grade in all my classes was a C. The highest being an A.
I watched Spongebob in Psychology, we made explosive stuff in Chemistry, and I sat in the hall with Tiff and Jason during Drama.
Nothing overly dramatic, nothing BANG BANG, just a calm, collected way to end the school year.
As I walked out to the bus, I sat and put my stuff down next to me then looked out of the window and saw Jill's jeep out in the parking lot right next to the bus, so I got out of my seat and walked out and over to her and she quickly rolled down the window and smiled at me and waved. Talked for a little bit, asked eachother how we were doing, both of us gave unreassured shrugs and laughed. Then she said she missed me, and it took me two seconds to answer her back with an, "I miss you too." but it hadn't really hit me yet. I said goodbye and went back to the bus and sat down and the words just kept rolling around in my head until I realized that. Because of it all, I lost a family. Jill was so great to me, she was like another mother. She was always there if I needed to talk to someone, she always kept a smile on her face whenever I was around, she looked after me. That's never going to happen again.
And that makes me feel an emptiness in my gut that I thought was gone. But it isn't.
Every class I had today soared by, and nothing felt like it was really ending. Nothing really felt right. It was just there, and then it wasn't. No climax, no big twist, just the end.
I was hoping for a big twist.
...Well, we have llamas now, I guess that's a twist.
I passed all my finals and all my classes. The lowest grade I got on a final was a C- and my lowest grade in all my classes was a C. The highest being an A.
I watched Spongebob in Psychology, we made explosive stuff in Chemistry, and I sat in the hall with Tiff and Jason during Drama.
Nothing overly dramatic, nothing BANG BANG, just a calm, collected way to end the school year.
As I walked out to the bus, I sat and put my stuff down next to me then looked out of the window and saw Jill's jeep out in the parking lot right next to the bus, so I got out of my seat and walked out and over to her and she quickly rolled down the window and smiled at me and waved. Talked for a little bit, asked eachother how we were doing, both of us gave unreassured shrugs and laughed. Then she said she missed me, and it took me two seconds to answer her back with an, "I miss you too." but it hadn't really hit me yet. I said goodbye and went back to the bus and sat down and the words just kept rolling around in my head until I realized that. Because of it all, I lost a family. Jill was so great to me, she was like another mother. She was always there if I needed to talk to someone, she always kept a smile on her face whenever I was around, she looked after me. That's never going to happen again.
And that makes me feel an emptiness in my gut that I thought was gone. But it isn't.