Mar 08, 2005 20:54
Ready for an emotional entry??
Too bad..
I miss my friends..
I miss Jennifer and Shauna and Whitney..
I miss spending almost every weekend with them..
Talking to them on the phone everyday about nothing....or everything..
We have all changed so much
Happens right?..
But I never thought we would not be close
I feel like Shauna hates me
And Jen and I hardly ever talk anymore..
I want to be friens with them when I turn 80
I want them to be there to actually put 80 candles on my cake
(cause I know they'd do something like that)
I miss our little trio that could never be broken..
Shauna is thinking about quiting band..
ANd I was hoping that we would have a better chance of getting close again when band came..
THe only thing out of her quitting would be having a better chance at being section or squad leader
But I don't care about that
I just want my friends back.
It doesn't have to be the way it used to be
But I don't want it to come to the point where we walk down the halls and just glance at each other..
I miss being close with them
I still tell them everything
But they are no longer the ones I go to first
I miss that
What happened to us??
Why are we like this now?
I love you guys SO much!!!!!!!! (to Jen and SHauna)
and I NEVER want us to grow apart this much..
Or more...
I don't really know how else to express what I want to say
I almost started crying after lunch..
When I left the table my thoughts were
"I miss my friends!!!"
Jen..do you remember when we used to write each other EVERDAY?..
When we had our three notebooks that got taken away?
And we signed them with names like Jennifer Lee Jones?
Shauna...do you remember when we used to practically live together and be inseperable?
When we had our notebook with the weird ass collages?
Do you remember the night we made those collages?
Do you guys remember when we went to the beach over Spring Break>
Do you remember how we were there for each even if it was something that didn't matter?
I miss us
The night we were all three online at my house and we told that bisexual chic that we used a broomstick?
(LMFAO!)
I LOVE YA'LL SO MUCH!!!
And while Jill has pretty much become my best friend now..
I do want ya'll back..
More than anything..
Let's plan a weekend for just the three of us
No work
No boyfriends
Just some Shauna Christine McKnight, Jennifer Kay Lee, and Ashleigh Michelle McGee!!!
<3 Ashweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee