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Okay, so I felt like updating today. I dont have much time so I dont know how long it's gonna be but I'll wing it.
All of a sudden I miss Will terribly. For a while I didnt miss him but I think it was just my frustration of not being able to talk to him getting through. I do miss him though. I just didnt want to admit it because it's like he can see straight through me and that bugs me! He knows what to do to piss me off and he knows that he has some slight power over me. It's just annoying. Then, there's this other guy I want to talk to but somethings telling me not to. How come guys just cant be mature??!!?! I just want to find a guy that can:
*Tell me how he really feels
*Makes time for me
*Is honest
*Likes me for my personality
*Calls back when he says he's going to
*Goes out of his way to do things for me
*Is nice to his mom(that does matter! if she's still alive...)
*Wants to just sit with me and talk
*Dosent mind staying up late to talk to me
*Keeps himself lookin fresh
*Isnt lazy!
Basically, I want a guy that does things I havent had done before. The nice things. I havent found a boy yet that isnt interested in sex all the time or playing video games all day. I need a mature boy and I guess that's just hard to find. The cute ones know they're cute and play off of that. The not so cute ones play off of the little cuteness they have and hoe around all the time. The other ones, guess I should give them a chance cuz they might be the ones for me. Who knows!
p.s. Sam, I dont have a present to give you for your birthday! That'd be so mean of me to come with no gift! Maybe I wont come......
All of a sudden I miss Will terribly. For a while I didnt miss him but I think it was just my frustration of not being able to talk to him getting through. I do miss him though. I just didnt want to admit it because it's like he can see straight through me and that bugs me! He knows what to do to piss me off and he knows that he has some slight power over me. It's just annoying. Then, there's this other guy I want to talk to but somethings telling me not to. How come guys just cant be mature??!!?! I just want to find a guy that can:
*Tell me how he really feels
*Makes time for me
*Is honest
*Likes me for my personality
*Calls back when he says he's going to
*Goes out of his way to do things for me
*Is nice to his mom(that does matter! if she's still alive...)
*Wants to just sit with me and talk
*Dosent mind staying up late to talk to me
*Keeps himself lookin fresh
*Isnt lazy!
Basically, I want a guy that does things I havent had done before. The nice things. I havent found a boy yet that isnt interested in sex all the time or playing video games all day. I need a mature boy and I guess that's just hard to find. The cute ones know they're cute and play off of that. The not so cute ones play off of the little cuteness they have and hoe around all the time. The other ones, guess I should give them a chance cuz they might be the ones for me. Who knows!
p.s. Sam, I dont have a present to give you for your birthday! That'd be so mean of me to come with no gift! Maybe I wont come......