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This is entry has to be one of the f*cked up ones. I'm gonna tell ya'll my whole day yesterday.
I came home and was on the computer and my step dad came over and said did I want to be tied up with duck tape. I said no and he was all, well I should because u dont like me. He kept talking about me not liking him. I was suspicious, but I didnt know what to say.
So then my mom came home and they were talking about the house we are supposed to move into and about that room Im supposed to get. Well, my stepdad goes, why dont we just give De Joire the smallest romm since she aint gon be here anyway. She always talkin bout she gon leave and whatever. Get the fuck out then. Since u got a place to go. So then he started callin me a motherfucker and sayin about how my dad is a sorry ass and so am I and since I have a place to go then pack my shit and leave. *This came out of nowhere, mind you* So then I started laughing because I thought it was funny as hell.
So he talked about my dad and I said "u can talk about me all u want but leave my dad outta this." and he said he'll talk about me and that motherfucker and he dont care about me(my dad dont) and he aint doin shit for me and all this. SO then he came around the couch sayin he was gonna hit me so I stood there waiting for him to and he didnt. SO it snapped in my mind to leave and I said Fuck this im out and I went upstairs and packed my shit. So my mom comes upstairs and begs me to stay. I told her I wasnt going to and that I couldnt stay in the same house as him anymore. She offered to take me to my grandma's house (her mom) and not to my other granma's house. So I packed all my shit up and I put it in the car. My lil sis was crying. Well, my mom comes out and says that she isnt going to let me leave. So I told her that either she was gonna let me leave, or I would run away.
I stayed outside for a long ass time and she came out and was blaming the whole incident on me because I shouldnt have had a letter my dad had written to me from jail just lying around. WTF?! It was in my fucking room! He went through my shit and found it! Nosey muthafucka. So then I went back into my room with my stuff and I wrote my mom a letter and told her that I am sorry that it has to end this way, but Im not gonna stay under the same roof with him any longer. She says that she never taught me to run away from my problems. WTF is stayin in that house gonna solve? Im out though. Im going to live with my grandma and Im going to go to Roosevelt next year.
Anyway, she isnt talking to me either now and that is okay with me. I cant put up with all that bullshit any longer. He has been feelin himself lately talkin shit to me like im gonna accept it. Well, Im not. I refuse to.
That's my long ass story in a nutshell. Holla back at me. Im not sure when the next time I will write is.
1) Using band names, spell out your name:
Destiny’s child
Eamon
J Kwon
Omarion
Ice Cube
R. Kelly
Eve
G unit
Aaliyah
Rick James
Ciara
Issys
Amerie
(I don’t know why it double spaced like that!)
2) Have you ever had a song written about you? I don’t know
3) What song makes you cry? I miss you by aaliyah
4) What song makes you happy? It’s like that by Mariah Carey
5) What do you like to listen to before bed? Hearbeats on 98.5
6) Name a song by Trillville: Neva Eva
7) Who was/were your idol/s when you were younger? My Grandma and Aaliyah
8) First album you ever bought? Age aint nothing but a number by aaliyah
9) Name a song that reminds you of someone and why: Sunshine by Lil Flip it reminds me of this guy at Roosevelt because he would quote it
a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 5'2” I think
HAIR COLOR: dark brown
SKIN COLOR: caramel
EYE COLOR: brown
PIERCINGS: ears
TATTOOS: none yet
r i g h t n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: blue jeans
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: Oh by ciara
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: bean and cheese taco
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: sunny and cool
HOW ARE YOU? Not good
d o y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: no…..
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: biting my nails
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: NO
LIKE TO DRIVE?: people crazy
f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: College Hill and Growing up Gotti
CONDITIONER: Suave
MAGAZINE: XXL, Vibe
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Big Red
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Strawberry Smirnoff
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: Go out wit da homies
h a v e y o u e v e r
BROKEN THE LAW: Yes
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: almost
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: no reason to
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: hell no
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: yep
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: lmao no
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: no
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: no
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: yes
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: yes
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: yes
l o v e
BOYFRIEND: ………..
GIRLFRIEND: no
SEXUALITY: scraight
CHILDREN: dey aight
CURRENT CRUSH: Daniel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: Still strugglin’
BEEN HURT?: Yes
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: meeting Kris
r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: not yet
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: the massacre
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: red
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: Will, shopping, kissing
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST? Will
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: Chain Letter by Brooke Valentine
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: People who know me thoroughly and can predict what im goin to say next
w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: yesterday
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: today
YOU GOT E-MAIL: 2day
THING YOU PURCHASED: a shirt, capris, food, and steve madden glasses
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: George Lopez
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: The ring 2
Okay, I might as well just add on to this entry. Im here at my grandma's house now and Im not sure yet if I want to stay here for good or not. I mean, Roosevelt is a whole different shool and I mean, Im not sure yet. I could withdraw Monday...........