I sat here thinkin bout this stuff that has been happenin today and yesterday. I dont take back what I said to Callie and Brandon (because I dont regret anything I say) but I will say that Im gonna stop this now. They are 2 people that I genuinely dislike, well Callie atleast cuz me and B were pretty kool but u know what? I aint gonna worry about that. The only thing that makes me mad is that Brandon put KRIS' name in this. That makes me mad because this is MY journal and it's supposed to be my feelings, they are NOT supposed to be turned around on me. Atleast I can admit my feelings about Kris. Can u admit yours about Callie, Brandon? I have nothin to hide about how I feel about Kris. I know it's hard to stop loving someone, and I do love Kris alot, but thats on me. U cant speak on this unless u truly know about it and relate to it. So that's what that is.
TOday at the park it was kool. Some dude was makin me mad cuz he was sayin that Bloodz(ck all day!) are nothin but Crip(crab)rejects. He lucky he kool wit my aunts baby daddy or else he woulda got told off. He was just talkin mess cuz me and my aunts dude were doin da Blood handshake and were both flamed up. He dont know bout dat Blood love.
Tomorrow I have to get up early to go and visit my dad in jail. Not somethin Im lookin forward to because I have to get up really early, so I cant talk to my baby tonight. :( He's probably gone out anyway. My dad dont really like Kris so Im sure I will hear about that and the fact that I wear alot of RED. He'll learn to live with it. Im goin home tomorrow so we'll see wut it is.
Seem like alot of people are hatin lately. All these mutha fukaz need ta realize that they cant stunt me, Sha Sha:), or Nae. Ya'll aint ready. Just sit bak and chill cuz ya'll dont want none. Well, im tired so til tomorrow........
BLOOD LOVE
p.s. i took these quizzes
You're Gangsta Bitch Barbie. You're tough and you
like it rough, and of course you like to pop a
cap in any wiggers ass.
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have little faith in yourself and usually find
escape in some sort of addicting substance or
yourself. You would rather torture others
above anything else. You regularly skip
school and when you go, always tend to ditch a
certain class. Some classmates can fear you
while others pity you...and your family. (No
offense) Your cruel behavior and abject
personality tends to single you out from the
crowd...and you prefer life this way at times.
However, lonliness can rear its ugly head and
force you seek a way to silence it. But be
warned, your path is dangerous... but only a
strong person can walk this road.
Some
ideal occupations for you can be a Police
officer, Celebrity (who doesn't love the
badasses?), Wrestler, Polotician, or some sort
of leader. Either way, your destined to be
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In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)
What Lies Behind Your Eyes? brought to you by
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not ashamed of it.
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means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You? brought to you by
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You dont want love to come through to you. You like
it the way you are. To be unreachable, no need
to show feelings. Hiding everything inside you.
You are already used to it. You say yourself
that you dont need anyone, that you stand on
your own two feet or that you dont have time
for these things. But in reality you are scared
to get hurt. You feel save where you are: by
yourself, nobody can hurt you there. You
invent your own relationship in your dreams.
You just need to know that you COULD get a
partner.
Thats it.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.
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in the gang, you have a special life style and
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way, your friends love you because they know
they can trust you. Your ideal man is the guy
with a free style not afraid of saying how he
feels, and life is never dull with him.
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