It's because his smile, lights my world up.
It's funny how one tiny little thing...can seriously make you feel so incredibly pissed off for almost the whole day. Come on was it really necessary to leave me dehydrated the whole day bc of something as stupid as taking my glass bottle away...i mean i know it shouldnt be a big deal and i shouldnt get so mad about something so little...but, its the little things that end up hurting you the most...AND nething i try to do or say lately just either gets ignored totally, passed by as if they just dont care, or is somehow in others eyes completely WRONG but, all i can see is that i'm just trying to get by and not bother neone but myself. I leave them alone can they for once just let me be? I'm trying i really am but every single day it kills me inside and not having enough time to even sit down and think about it is killing me more....i'm sleep deprived but, i'm not tired...i want things to just settle and slow down but, it seems like they wont...Summer better feel liek the longest thing of my life EVER...or else i'll die...All this trying and doing EVERYTHING i possibly can to make it i know is gona pay off someday but, shit i'm not doing this for ne of them but myself, and it feels damn good to succeed and shove it right in their faces. I'll show them...i'll show them all...and then i'll come bak just like always and say "I told you so." If they'd ALL only just listen and have faith in me the first time...it'd b soo much easier!!!
Hehe people that talk in their sleep make me laugh (gramlin, chimneycricket?!?)
It's because my heart screams his name!
Hehe people that talk in their sleep make me laugh (gramlin, chimneycricket?!?)
It's because my heart screams his name!