ughbeans
i fucking hate you all. i hate the white trash retart center that i live in and i hate all the fucking weirdos that come over. like the fucking weirdos that are here now. i hate feeling like a stranger in my own fucking house and i hate the fucking retards across the street. i don't give a fuck if you have a retarted relative or something but i hate them and they fucking freak me out. i hate closing and i hate vag fat and i fucking hate when my dad turns into a lesbian. i hate when my friends are gay as shit to me and i hate it when im mean to my boyfriend and i hate having to lie so people will shut the fuck up and i'm going to go crazy because this shithole is really getting to me and if i don't get out soon i'm killing at least 10 people. and i hate bitching like a little bitch on a fucking online journal but then again i don't give a shit. i went swimming probably 4 times this summer. field hockey is starting soon and i hate umm...95% of the fucking team. actually 98% of them. they suck dick and i'm going to murder them. the funny thing is i bet all those fucking gay vaginas are going to play my position even if they are fuckign faggot sophmores and juniors. well now that im done raging im going to attempt to shower without spreading more poisin ivy all over my body. i hope you get poisin ivy in your eye. CAMP IS SURE GOING TO BE FUN!!! i hope i don't die on the car ride there or anything. kelly and shannon are gone for the weak. some other freaks are here i better fucking run and hide in my bedroom