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my life is at such a weird point right now. its just that end of the semester thing. its crunch-time for school, dance, and the frat. The dance show is in two weeks, and the frat induction is a week from today (assuming i get a brother bid). So everything is just up in the air and its making me antsy. Thats probably why i am so antsy about other things in my life, well not a lot of other things but just sometimes wondering what the hell i am doing with my life. I miss having that one special someone to experience life beside me, and confide in always. But at the same time, I definitely love my independence and my friends and just living life from day to day. My mom keeps telling me to just enjoy the process and not be so caught up in the past or future. I try to most of the time, but then there are the days of lonlieness where I am just like damn..i miss laying around in someone's arms and knowing that they love me and that I love them. Memories make me smile and sad and i wonder if they make you that way too. Shrugs. life keeps moving and you just gotta roll with it...
but, in general i have no right to complain. we won the basketball national championship monday and it was such a blast. running,dancing,screaming,chaos on university. and me in my cape and mask being a psycho. the pep rally on friday and seeing those basketball boys in the club was great. I had an awesome time with my pledges at an initiate party on friday, it was ridiculous and a lot of fun. "just let it happen..." yea...so...i am sort of looking for summer to have a change in atmosphere and just enjoy my family and boca but at the same time i am like holy shit...3 months in boca..this is gonna blow. but we just gotta make the best of the circumstances..and i will try.
but, in general i have no right to complain. we won the basketball national championship monday and it was such a blast. running,dancing,screaming,chaos on university. and me in my cape and mask being a psycho. the pep rally on friday and seeing those basketball boys in the club was great. I had an awesome time with my pledges at an initiate party on friday, it was ridiculous and a lot of fun. "just let it happen..." yea...so...i am sort of looking for summer to have a change in atmosphere and just enjoy my family and boca but at the same time i am like holy shit...3 months in boca..this is gonna blow. but we just gotta make the best of the circumstances..and i will try.