When's it my turn

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When is it my turn
When do I win?
As I sit here listening to the saddest song
I wonder how I made it along
this road
this journey
this life, without
winning.

When do I get to be happy?
When is it my turn?
I want a life
thats my own
to choose
to be chosen
to be loved unconditionally

When is it my turn
to live in peace
with no threat looming
no need to fight
no need to kill
no need to need

Why can't it be my turn?
to fly with the eagles
instead of running with the wolves
savaging with the jackyls
fighting with the bulls
killing with the snakes

Why?

When?