(no subject)
i wish i had enough talent to write it all down
to write down all of my days
every moment every heartache every second of weakness every throb of fear
to record for my own memory
all the times that i have forgotten
i remember you loving me. i remember loving you. but i dont know when i fell in love iwht you. or when i fell out.
i dont know when you first told you that you loved me
or the last time you said it in person
i wish i remembered all the moments me and her spent together
i wish i remembered her, us, the friendship we once had
why are these things lost? things that define me. things that make me.
i remember such random moments. such bizarre days of time.
i remember him kissing me. i remember you holding me. i remember the moments i cried upon her shoulder.
i remember car rides
and sunsets
and menthol cigarettees
i rememeber fires
and gas stations
i remember the tears
the anger, the sadness
i think the sadness still remains to this day
it was a life i never lived
a life that i would trade anything for
just for one more moment in his arms with her next to me
pathetic
to miss it
when i was the one who hated her, who let him go
smoke curls to midnight
and under a forgotten moon
sitting around a fire
there sits my eternity
my moment of happiness
lets hope heaven remains somewhere in our forgotten past
to write down all of my days
every moment every heartache every second of weakness every throb of fear
to record for my own memory
all the times that i have forgotten
i remember you loving me. i remember loving you. but i dont know when i fell in love iwht you. or when i fell out.
i dont know when you first told you that you loved me
or the last time you said it in person
i wish i remembered all the moments me and her spent together
i wish i remembered her, us, the friendship we once had
why are these things lost? things that define me. things that make me.
i remember such random moments. such bizarre days of time.
i remember him kissing me. i remember you holding me. i remember the moments i cried upon her shoulder.
i remember car rides
and sunsets
and menthol cigarettees
i rememeber fires
and gas stations
i remember the tears
the anger, the sadness
i think the sadness still remains to this day
it was a life i never lived
a life that i would trade anything for
just for one more moment in his arms with her next to me
pathetic
to miss it
when i was the one who hated her, who let him go
smoke curls to midnight
and under a forgotten moon
sitting around a fire
there sits my eternity
my moment of happiness
lets hope heaven remains somewhere in our forgotten past