Aug 23, 2005 17:44
so i got my wisdom teeth out yesterday and it was a pretty crappy expierience.... but matt came over last night and i loved every second of it... he is the most amazing guy ever... his mom bought me jello and popcicles and a teddy bear which i named mom after her but for short i just call her ma...and he stayed untill like 1:30 which was really nice..i felt bad that he stayed that long cuz i thought i was going to be boring for him but he told me that he didnt care because he loved me... and iboy do i ever love him... and today i had 3 visitors first theresa came over and then kerrie and laura barrows came over... i love having vistors...im not gunna see my baby tonight because it is tuesday and on tuesdays he hangs out with the boys which is totally cool if i wasnt drugged up i wouls have gone to but that is an impossibility today...... and then tommorow i dont know if i will get to see him but i hope i can but if not i am definitelty seeing him tuesday because he is going up fitchburg with me my mom and sam to drop off some of my big stuff...but besides that i dont really have plans this week... i want to see matt as much as i can because i am gong to miss him so much and i want to see kerrie as much as i can before i go...she is my girl....
kerrie,
im going to miss you so much and i hope when im gone things start looking up for you because right now they suck... i love you girl and im not that far away so i know i will be seeing you as much as i can..<3... your the bestest friend a girl could ask for...
the hardest thing right now is realizing that im leaving in 5 days...it is going to be so scary but i think it will be good for me.. im excited.... but im very nervous... im gunna miss so many people but im also gunna meet so many people.... so i really dont know what to think.....
but i cant really type anhymore this vicotin is getting to me and im feeling a dizzy....
to be continued...