My everything

Oct 31, 2011 02:01

Title: My everything.
Character: Ryutaro Morimoto x OC
Genre: Slight angst.
Rating: PG 13
Summary:  Morimoto Ryutaro is a nurse and on his first day of working he has been assigned to a patient with a disease called Leukemia. In every single day that he’s been with that patient their connection has going deepen and deepen. Does Ryutaro in-love with that patient? If ever, can he accept if that patient dies without confessing with that patient?

It’s already been a year since Mimi-chan transferred to another hospital and until now I don’t have any news with her. “Morimoto-kun… we have a new patient in room 301, and I’ll assign you to that patient. Is that okay?” My senpai asked and I nod my head as I accept his command.

This is the first time that my senpai assigned me once again in one patient after what happened to me and to Mimi-chan. My heart still feels so sad but I need to smile so that the new patient that I’ll take care from now on will have courage to be healthy again. “Good morning!” I smiled gladly at the new patient and she smiled at me also.

“I’m Asamoto Ryumi, 17 years old… Please take care of me.” She said and while she is introducing herself I feel suddenly nostalgic but I don’t know why. Her smile, her eyes, and her sweet giggle it all bring back memories. “I’m Morimoto Ryutaro, I would be glad to take care of you.” I said.

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At first I don’t like taking care of Ryumi-chan but there’s no other choice so I persuade myself and so that I can’t lose my job.  There is something to Ryumi-chan that gives me a reason to take care of her. She and Mimi-chan have a same smile, same eyes and same sweet giggles. At first I thought it’s just a coincidence but when the times get longer I really noticed that they look like really each other.

“See you tomorrow, Ryutaro-kun.” When I bid my goodbye the girl bids her goodbye to me so sweet I don’t know if it’s sweet but I find it like that. I think, in this 1 month were together everyday my heart always feel ‘doki-doki’ whenever I’m with her.

When I’m walking down the streets to my house I saw a familiar man walking opposite direction to mine and he looks like heading to the hospital and suddenly I remember that he is the one who’s with Mimi-chan before she leaves. I decided to follow him, but the man noticed it and he talked to me. “Do you have anything to say?” The man asked and my mind really wants to ask it but I’m really shy to.

“Nothing. Thank you!” I just said and when he was about to continue walking he take a look back again to me and said “Oh, you’re from Beika Hospital?” and I nod and he went towards to me. “Do you know Asamoto Ryumi from room 301?” He asked. “Yeah, I’m the nurse assigned to her.” I smiled a bit.

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Is really Ryumi-chan and Mimi-chan were just only one or is it just my plain imagination. I need to investigate more so I can be sure of everything. If it’s possible that Ryumi-chan and Mimi-chan is just one person, I won’t let go of her again… not again.

I’ll confess my feelings for her, my true feelings. So please ‘miracle’ please be with me even just for a while. I need you so that I can be with my love of my life already but if I’m not that lucky just let me to confess with her. I need to tell her that since then I already love her until now.

Now that everyone already thought it’s too late but for me there’s no one late in love. If the one you likes already have the love of their lives you still need to tell them your feelings and so that in the future you won’t have any regret in your life.

There’s no wrong in trying until you gave your best. There’s no wrong telling the truth but instead it’s a good thing to do in everyone’s life. “Mimi-chan, Ryumi-chan whoever you are would you please listen to me even just for a minute, I have something I need to tell you…  Since that day you smiled at me, since that day I met you, you already snatched my heart and when you left me here alone you’re still the one that I love… until now. So, Mimi-chan, Ryumi-chan whatever your true name would you please be my girlfriend..?” Those sweet sentences what I want to ask and tell you.

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It’s already morning and I think I would be late if I still don’t start to get up in my bed and to prepare my things. My mom already started her machine gun and my ears will going to be so tired because of it. “Ryuu take this jacket because the weather says that it might snow today… just for incase.” My mom gave me the jacket before I left the house.

I felt the breeze air and I think it’ll snow today as my mom said and if it happens I want to wander around the city together with her. “I’ll ask her out.” I said.

When I arrived to her room I saw her packing some of her clothes and I’m so shocked about it because she’ll leave me once again and that’s the time I hold her arms. “Wait, are you going to left me again?” I asked and Ryumi-chan’s eyes got widened as I held her arms. “Huh? Again? No, I just want to go in the park because my cousin told me that it’ll have a snow today and I want to see him with him but he called me and he said that he can’t be with me today but… I still want to go, would you accompany me?”  I nodded and I helped her to packed her things and so that we can leave now.

“Oooh, It’s so beautiful here. I love the fresh air.” Ryumi-chan said and she’s still breathing in and out and the smell of the air is still lingering on her nose and he still wants to do that again and again.

I was just looking to her cute way smelling the fresh air. She looks like a cute child who’s first time to smell a fresh air like that. The snows suddenly fall down from the sky and it’s getting colder than earlier. Ryumi-chan forgot to bring her jacket that’s why I lend the jacket that my mom gave to me. “Thank you.” She was rubbing her both hands and so that the cold she feels right now will be lessen by the friction.

“The snow is beautiful right? The snow is giving us courage to fight for the things we need to fight for.” I said as I gazed to the snow that’s falling on Ryumi-chan’s head.

“Yeah, it’s my first time to touch the snow and the feeling is so good.” She is smiling while saying those words and it makes me really happy. “Thank you for bringing me here.” She added and she kissed my cheeks as a gift and my cheeks suddenly became a reddish one.

Being with the one you love even just for a while is like you already felt being in the heaven. But it’s breaking you because it’s already your chance to confess but you didn’t take the chance. “I’ll definite do it next time.” I encouraged myself.

Seeing her so much happy makes me happy too, indeed she’s my everything. My everything that I can’t let go of, I won’t forgive myself if I let her go again. Not again.

“Ryu-kun, are you happy that I’m the one who’s assigned to you?” She asked out of the sudden. I was peeling the apple at that time, I put down the knife same with the apple at the table and went towards to her. “I’m very happy.” I said and I saw her cute brilliant smile.

my everything, angst

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