You will always be the same
Where are my Records! Seriously they've still not come. I jsut looked on HMV and they said they will take 2 to 5 days to get delivered. tomorrow will be the 5th day since they dispatched them. So if they don't arrive tomorrow I'm going to get annoyed! Good thing I didn't order mum's pressie from there like I was going to. Its her birthday tomorrow! But yeah I better get them tomorrow, then they sent my tshirt out too so should get that next week. I'll laugh if I get that tomorrow and not the records! For about 2 seconds then get mad.
I jsut ordered Easy tiger from amazon tho. bet that gets here before my tshirt. I'm then going ot have a ryan adams day some how. hehe
Anyhow. Went to see this play last night with dad. It was very good tho a little crazy, it was all about enviromental issues and such "hot" topics at the mo but very oddly, they had live jazz as part of it, and video clips so it felt like it was making a point in a kinda kid teaching way but then had random funny bits. I dunno it was crazy but I really enjoyed it. and enjoyed having some time with Dad.
So I keep feeling really panicy, cant remeber if I've said this before. Allweek I've known of lots of stuff I should have done, like going to college and going to see my grandparents, but whenever I'm about to go or think about going I have these mini attacks and just want to hide, but hten tell my self ot stop being silly so I go do stuff on here or do some work for dad so liek I can say Ive been doing something vaguely useful. I think its partly girl problems....liek after last months pain I kinda dont want it to happen when I'm out. How rubbish am i? or should I go see hte doc? Tho that in itself would push me over the edge! I dont no what to do because i need to get stuff done today and stuff but I just want to cry! I don't feel unhappy tho infact I have somewhat of a smile on my face. yerreydear!
Right I better go see what today has instore. I hope I'm over this funk next week!
I jsut ordered Easy tiger from amazon tho. bet that gets here before my tshirt. I'm then going ot have a ryan adams day some how. hehe
Anyhow. Went to see this play last night with dad. It was very good tho a little crazy, it was all about enviromental issues and such "hot" topics at the mo but very oddly, they had live jazz as part of it, and video clips so it felt like it was making a point in a kinda kid teaching way but then had random funny bits. I dunno it was crazy but I really enjoyed it. and enjoyed having some time with Dad.
So I keep feeling really panicy, cant remeber if I've said this before. Allweek I've known of lots of stuff I should have done, like going to college and going to see my grandparents, but whenever I'm about to go or think about going I have these mini attacks and just want to hide, but hten tell my self ot stop being silly so I go do stuff on here or do some work for dad so liek I can say Ive been doing something vaguely useful. I think its partly girl problems....liek after last months pain I kinda dont want it to happen when I'm out. How rubbish am i? or should I go see hte doc? Tho that in itself would push me over the edge! I dont no what to do because i need to get stuff done today and stuff but I just want to cry! I don't feel unhappy tho infact I have somewhat of a smile on my face. yerreydear!
Right I better go see what today has instore. I hope I'm over this funk next week!