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jappyjappyjappy tommorrow
hmmm.
hmmm.
this isn't getting anywhere. i'm thinking of what to say.
ok well, firstly thankyou for the pics-very nice
i went round the ridgeway with my mum and took the twee-est photos ever and got a pic of my friends big farm
secondly i have mixed feelings about my trip.
i mean all the other people seem like their really fired up and love japan- contrar myself. I'm doing it because i have nothing else to do, and because i lack the motivation to go where i'd really like to go which is around the mediteranean to italy, greece, s.france and spain. i mean it'll be good in that i no longer will have to work and stagnate mentally, but i've actually started to enjoy my life style right now and i've been reading quite a bit. however i guess going to japan will be a change, but i really don't know how i'll get along with the other people, and whether i'll have fun mysel;f etcetcetec. having said that i met some japanese friends of my mum (they being quite young), and they said i'd be fine, and that my language skills, over which i'm insecure were good.
nmm
oh well i guess i'm getting fairly excited now, and am no longer completely apathetic. the one big draw back is that i'll miss out on the english summer- BEST TIME OF FUCKING YEAR MAAAAN. I'll miss summer uni parks, pangbourne, lechlade, fishing, coasting,long days the ridgeway, getting pisssed and whatever. I'll get back in early sept/ late aug,so at least i'll get the residue of summer, and i'll meet all.
i'll try and update regularly as possible in japan.
hope you have fun
hope to see you on my return.
all the best
crooky
i wrote that about 6pm yesterday I'm about to go to sleep now, but i thought i might add that i'm actually getting quite sentimental and sad about leaving england for 6 months. I'll miss everybody and general englandness.
on another note. I've been looking at school photos and pics from the griff. I've got quite reflective with the general sentimentality and i've decided i might just do a potted biog of my life so far (!) as not only is it full of things i want to sort out for myself, but its really rather confused and i'd rather get it out in the open. grand mission statement, but the product won't be very long i assure you. i think i'll e-mail it once its done, due to sensitivity of some of what i will (?) write.
this is once i've done it
once
ooooh
ooooh
oooh
oooh
oooh
oooh
jappyjappyjappy tommorrow
hmmm.
hmmm.
this isn't getting anywhere. i'm thinking of what to say.
ok well, firstly thankyou for the pics-very nice
i went round the ridgeway with my mum and took the twee-est photos ever and got a pic of my friends big farm
secondly i have mixed feelings about my trip.
i mean all the other people seem like their really fired up and love japan- contrar myself. I'm doing it because i have nothing else to do, and because i lack the motivation to go where i'd really like to go which is around the mediteranean to italy, greece, s.france and spain. i mean it'll be good in that i no longer will have to work and stagnate mentally, but i've actually started to enjoy my life style right now and i've been reading quite a bit. however i guess going to japan will be a change, but i really don't know how i'll get along with the other people, and whether i'll have fun mysel;f etcetcetec. having said that i met some japanese friends of my mum (they being quite young), and they said i'd be fine, and that my language skills, over which i'm insecure were good.
nmm
oh well i guess i'm getting fairly excited now, and am no longer completely apathetic. the one big draw back is that i'll miss out on the english summer- BEST TIME OF FUCKING YEAR MAAAAN. I'll miss summer uni parks, pangbourne, lechlade, fishing, coasting,long days the ridgeway, getting pisssed and whatever. I'll get back in early sept/ late aug,so at least i'll get the residue of summer, and i'll meet all.
i'll try and update regularly as possible in japan.
hope you have fun
hope to see you on my return.
all the best
crooky
i wrote that about 6pm yesterday I'm about to go to sleep now, but i thought i might add that i'm actually getting quite sentimental and sad about leaving england for 6 months. I'll miss everybody and general englandness.
on another note. I've been looking at school photos and pics from the griff. I've got quite reflective with the general sentimentality and i've decided i might just do a potted biog of my life so far (!) as not only is it full of things i want to sort out for myself, but its really rather confused and i'd rather get it out in the open. grand mission statement, but the product won't be very long i assure you. i think i'll e-mail it once its done, due to sensitivity of some of what i will (?) write.
this is once i've done it
once