tired of life
I've been in bed sick for the last two days and it sucks. Lately i havent been myself acually its been longer than lately< i just cant seem to be happy anymore and i really dont know why. i dont know i treat people so bad and they dont even deserve it> i treat my family and friends horrible i dont know whats wrong with me i really dont and every time im feeling good and in a good mood something seems to squish that little hope that i was getting better and happier. I dont know whether it is school that i hate so bad or what it is i dont really have a reason to hate school so bad but i do. i dont know know what to do about anything anymore people dont deserve the way im treating them and i know that i just cant seem to be happy damnit well i guess im going to go back to bed i feel like crap...to anyone that ive hurt im sorry i hope you understand what im trying to say