GRRRR
I havent been on livejournal for god knows how long and Im glad bacuase I read peoples journals and think.... I hope im not that stupid and that immature!!
Tonight I finallly realized who my two best friends are, I always thought, you know I have a lot of best friends but who the hell was I kidding? At least I know that when these two people call me, I acually know that they are calling to just talk or to make plans to have a blast. Other poeple are usually calling because them and their boyfriend broke up and have nothing else to do and I was their last resort, or calling just because they need something!
I was so excited about the summer becuase I thought it would be as peaceful
" NO DRAMA" fun filled summer before my senior year but NO! drama has already started, not jsut with me but with other friends. PEOPLE... you need to realize you have more that one friend and you cant just have one friend at a time and when you get tired of them you drop them and expect someone else fill in. YOU CANT DO THAT... JESUS!!!!
THEN....... another thing that really gets my head steamin is when someone gets pissed off at you for something and then the next day do the same DAMN thing and expect everyone to be alright with it. I DONT GET IT... Ive just got to tell YOU Lauren and Lauran I love you with all my heart and I want you girls to know I would do anything in this world for you. And I hope you two feel the same way I do and Im not being fooled lol.
Well Its late and I have to get up at the butt crack of dawn and work the EHS P.E. class at the pool, but Im such a dumb fuck I'll probably not show up, since I do it all the time. Just to ket EVERYONE know, if you see me smile... ITS FAKE, I have NOTHING to smile about anymore. I cant wait to get out of this town, people say that all the time but im sticking to my word, Im not going to be like the graduated seniors now and still hang out at a gas station AFTER im graduated. Sorry thats not my bag baby.
Well I think I've pretty much got all my bitching out that I wanted to get out. OHHHH wait...... If you have a crush on someone,DONT tell me cuz I dont give a rats ass who you like. Thanks
Tonight I finallly realized who my two best friends are, I always thought, you know I have a lot of best friends but who the hell was I kidding? At least I know that when these two people call me, I acually know that they are calling to just talk or to make plans to have a blast. Other poeple are usually calling because them and their boyfriend broke up and have nothing else to do and I was their last resort, or calling just because they need something!
I was so excited about the summer becuase I thought it would be as peaceful
" NO DRAMA" fun filled summer before my senior year but NO! drama has already started, not jsut with me but with other friends. PEOPLE... you need to realize you have more that one friend and you cant just have one friend at a time and when you get tired of them you drop them and expect someone else fill in. YOU CANT DO THAT... JESUS!!!!
THEN....... another thing that really gets my head steamin is when someone gets pissed off at you for something and then the next day do the same DAMN thing and expect everyone to be alright with it. I DONT GET IT... Ive just got to tell YOU Lauren and Lauran I love you with all my heart and I want you girls to know I would do anything in this world for you. And I hope you two feel the same way I do and Im not being fooled lol.
Well Its late and I have to get up at the butt crack of dawn and work the EHS P.E. class at the pool, but Im such a dumb fuck I'll probably not show up, since I do it all the time. Just to ket EVERYONE know, if you see me smile... ITS FAKE, I have NOTHING to smile about anymore. I cant wait to get out of this town, people say that all the time but im sticking to my word, Im not going to be like the graduated seniors now and still hang out at a gas station AFTER im graduated. Sorry thats not my bag baby.
Well I think I've pretty much got all my bitching out that I wanted to get out. OHHHH wait...... If you have a crush on someone,DONT tell me cuz I dont give a rats ass who you like. Thanks