Jen is a buzzkiller.

[cruelbitch]

In my line of work, I get constantly propositioned not only for sex acts but also for extreme sex acts. With my particularly over-analytical state of mind, this can either be pretty hilarious or highly disturbing. In the back of my mind, I'm silently wondering if these fantasies are borne out of genuine desire or if they're conditionings projected

Comments

[bucheau]

This was insightful and wonderfully composed - your voice quite often amazes me.

I do understand your perspective. I have never understood the facial (or across the belly/back) ejaculation for two reasons: orgasming inside of a female is far more pleasurable than what is really a discomfort and let-down when withdrawing, and it’s quite confused me also because typically the male has to essentially masturbate to accomplish spewing upon the face of a girl and masturbation is just masturbation and really requires no female intervention at all.

It is commonplace that the porn I most use for actually pleasuring my own self is quite vanilla in flavor.

When I do happen across something unnatural (from my own limited coupling experiences) like golden showers or bondage or whatever, if I watch it at all it is more similar to simply the awe and curiosity more akin to seeing a freak show at a carnival or the aftermath of a vehicular homicide - insane and grotesque and unique and mind-boggling, but I don’t get excited by it at all - just the “wow” factor.

My empathetic wife would be everso proud of your philosophy.

[cruelbitch]

Believe me, my friends and I have gatherings where we sit around and download the most ludicruous porn we can possibly find - whether grotesque or just hilarious. I've also spent a considerable amount of money on videos in the past, which just depresses me that I'd indulge in somebody else's misery. But I pretty much theorize that I've used it for entertainment purposes despite my vehement stance against it because most humor is rooted in tragedy.

I don't really require visual stimulation through videos, albeit it's a plus.. usually it will get me going but won't finish me off. I find better orgasms take place in the mind. Thanks for the comments, it's an unconventional perspective so it's pleasing to see someone who "gets" what I'm shooting for.

[meleth]

OMG, my friends and I also laugh at bad porn! And knit.