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Im on a SUPER emo trip now and so i wanna write down all my feelings
Im not exactly in the best phase of my life now but im blessed to have so many amazing people in my life to help me get thru this.
Keith, you are the one person in my life that i cannot live without. You been there for me everytime i needed someone. Though we are geographically challenged, the connection that we share will never be taken away. All the best times in my life , has you in it and those are memories i will keep forever. Do you remember there was one crazy point of time where we felt so connected we even thought that maybe we were "the one" for each other? hahha. that was so so sick. We always think of the future, what we'll be, where we'll be and in it, there'll always be the both of us. This friendship is something that i will always work to keep up, love love burger.
Shawn, we have had our differences, our share of anger and lotsa rough times. But i know that at the end of the day, you will definitely still be there when i need you and thats a fact that wont change. We've come this far from what we started as and i wont be ready anytime at all to let it slip away. Ive been trying and i know that you have been trying too.
Javius, i know you most probably wont be reading this, but i still have to say that although we dont go out much anymore, i sincerely appreciate the fact that you will take time and call me every once in awhile to ask how im doing. Im so happy for you now that you've found your happiness after all that you've been thru, and i'll always be here if you ever need me.
Alcan, we've known each other for like the lonnngest time. Ive seen your evolution from what you were to what you've become now. And YES i can see your efforts to change and you HAVE changed. To be a much better person now, i dont express my feelings much but i know what you've been doing as a friend. People like you have already gone into eXtiNctioN and there will never be another one of you, cause you're special.
Kieran, though we havent had much time to get to know each other better, i can feel that you are a person that is so sincere and so real. You are who you are and nothing should change that. I will definitely be working hard to keep you in my life because a friend like you is hard to come by. We will always be there for you whenever you need someone. Hold on to what you believe in and eventually , you will find your pot of wawa at the end of the rainbow.
Corey, i would have never thought that 2 of us would come together at all. We came from such different places but somehow or rather, we managed to connect to each other emotionally. You once said to me that you're a "stayer" abd i trust in that. Now that we've got the foundation, we have to work hard to keep what we have and move on to another better part of our lives.
Jon, from the first time i heard of your existence, i knew that you were someone special, one that knows what he wants and works hard for it. You;ve been inside the best memories that i've had in my life and im so thankful for that. Regardless of what our lives have in store for us, i beleve that if we all work hard enough, we still can come together and create more and even better memories.
Val, from the bottom of my heart in all honesty, we both havent really got the chance to get to know each other. Though little that i know of you, i can tell that you are a very good and true friend to whoever you let into your heart. having a friend like you makes us feel safe because you are always looking out for all of us. We will definitely keep you in our hearts and be there for you to share all your happy and sad moments in your life.
Ethan, i totally heart you for who you are haha, ive only been able to get to know you a little more on my last trip. You're such a sweet guy! Im in no position to teach you things la, but its about time we all start thinking bout whats important in our lives and get serious. Maybe you are sometimes misunderstood, so you should try to try to express your feelings more because i believe theres more to you to be learnt by everyone. btw, i will nv forget the lip balm up your nose!!
Alvin, we have so little time to spend together!! but deep in my heart i can sense a kinda connection that we could have if we had more time to develop the friendship to another level. You care for your friends and you treasure all the moments spent with them.We are all at different points of our lives now but i sincerely believe that one day, we will all be together again as long we have the determination.