Re-occuring dreams.
So lately I've been having this really bad reoccuring dream of Curtis and I. We are located in what seems to be some type of school or something, and I am hurt/bleeding for some unknown reason. There is blood pouring everywhere, and I can't stop it. Curtis doesn't recognize that I am really hurt and need attention, because he is distracted by another girl, who is about 16/17 years of age, and is dressed in mall punk attire. She is sitting at a table/desk of some sort tearing out the pages of my books. I go to stop her and the whole room freezes into a freez frame, except for Curtis and I. He's wearing my green hoodie that got when I was with Dana about a momth previous. I am crying and screaming in pain and bleeding and he doesn't care.
I have had this dream about four times in a row over the past 2 weeks. Each time, being more graphic and detailed than the last. This morning I woke up in a cold sweat, feeling like I was going to hurl.
I wish I knew of a way to prevent this from happening again, because it's really tearing me apart. I can't bare to have this dream again. Since I know for the most part it is very true. Which makes me feel even worse.
On a more positive note I guess, I have four consecutive days off in a row. Wednesday night I am going to go see Calvin Johnson, The Microphones, Mt Eerie, D+ and Karl Blau, Which I am so excited for. Than on Friday I am going to go see Xiu Xiu at the Bowery Ballroom, which again i s absolutely spine tingling.
Last night I gave Dana a burned cd of my songs and she really liked them. I have been pushing out more than a few musical ditties lately. Hopefully sometime soon I will have some shows going on.
i'm probably on the phone with dana in this one.
I have had this dream about four times in a row over the past 2 weeks. Each time, being more graphic and detailed than the last. This morning I woke up in a cold sweat, feeling like I was going to hurl.
I wish I knew of a way to prevent this from happening again, because it's really tearing me apart. I can't bare to have this dream again. Since I know for the most part it is very true. Which makes me feel even worse.
On a more positive note I guess, I have four consecutive days off in a row. Wednesday night I am going to go see Calvin Johnson, The Microphones, Mt Eerie, D+ and Karl Blau, Which I am so excited for. Than on Friday I am going to go see Xiu Xiu at the Bowery Ballroom, which again i s absolutely spine tingling.
Last night I gave Dana a burned cd of my songs and she really liked them. I have been pushing out more than a few musical ditties lately. Hopefully sometime soon I will have some shows going on.
i'm probably on the phone with dana in this one.