umm, this is my first entry....

Aug 18, 2004 17:57

hey all u ppl who are reading my journal....

ummm, i have something that i must get off my chest:

im like, in love.... or so i think..... with an 18 year old..... he doesn't love me back tho cuz he thinks that 15 and 18 are soooo far apart.... gods damn.... this sux.... i really really really really really like him and i don't know what to do! if anyone out there can give me advise, please tell me, cuz im sort of lost in this situation....

whew, now that that is off my chest, i can move on....

hi how are you? im fine... other than the fact that i can't seem to get a decent b/f! i mean, i have one, but i barely know him, he lives like, an hour away, and i haven't talked to him in a month... jordan, if somehow you are reading this, i love ya, but i don't really see how anything can work out between us...

anywho, i have decided not to care what ppl think about me, cuz it's obviously not gonna change (their opinion i mean) and i am just making myself miserable trying to live up to their standards... who cares if i wear a skirt over blue-jeans? i don't! i like it! back off!

sorry

OMG! i am really excited! state fair is coming up! yay! one week to go! well, not really, but sort of... it's really like, 1 week and 3 days or something like that, but w/e....

if you are still reading this, you really need to get a life...

HI! im really bored..... no seriously, if you're reading this, you need to stop..... right now! stop! get a life you loser! jeez! ppl these days! lol

LOVE PEACE AND CHICKEN GREASE!
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