Aug 29, 2004 15:55
My step father is driving me literally insane...Remember now I lived under my own rule for the past almost 5 months...and now I have to deal with the Head of all dicks!!! He got in me car to go somewhere with me and started screaming and throwing shit in my car... MY car. Why?... The back seat was messy. Mind you at all times I have a change of clothes in my car and I promote for Knobby so I usually have all sorts of flyers chillin back there too. What right does he think he has? To make my nerve worse he tells me he WAS going to buy me a new car...(WAS) until he saw mine was a little messy. Did I mention if thier is a peice of fuzz on the floor the man considers the room a mess!!!!!! But the car thing...that's just fucking wrong...he's looking for reasons to start fights and I told him he starts fights. Larry is an instigator...and for me I'm an accelerator...I never start a fight I just make it explode. People are pissing me off.
On a lighter note I have Josh. When I am around him I am so at ease. I can relax and be my self instead of a fucking spazoid. I am a very relaxed person. It's just that I'm living a high strung life right now. I need a break to get away or something. Maybe to slip into a small coma of sleep. Maybe just to go on a day trip. OR maybe I just need to fall into Josh's arms. It seems it's there that I am most at ease and happy. It's amazing how one person can have such a big impact on your life whether it be good or bad...Amazing, and that's how I feel around Josh....As for Step dad he's a Comocozi Nazi Dick head