I.AM.SO.CONFUSED.
Back when I was a kid, I remember wanting to be an astronaut. I didn't know about the physics involved, I didn't care about college and stuff. I just wanted to go to space. My mind was set.
But as I grew up, I noticed my love for writing. That was when I discovered my talent in poetry and story writing. It was the one talent I was so confident with. I thought: I'm gonna be an author. College? Oh, I'll just take creative writing.
I had no other image of myself in the future.
Then a few years ago, I realized something. Why take up creative writing when you already know how to write? You have your own style already. So why waste time? That was when I thought of taking up linguistics in college.
I'm a mess right now. A secret dream of mine is surfacing. My secret love for music and singing. I still want to publish, that I'm sure of. But linguistics? That was always only a hobby to me. I can never imagine myself as a translator. But have dreamed of being a vocalist. And right now, that's what I want to do.
I always thought, I HAVE to go to college. What sort of moron wouldn't? But that was because my parents always said people who don't go to college, have no future. But now I'm old enough to know that it isn't always the case.
I never really gave a damn about college, even before. More so now that everyone is making a big fuss about it. What if I say screw it? I won't go to college. I don't need it. Even to become an author I don't need it.
My mom would crucify me if she knew I have no real college plans.
But I really don't. I have other dreams, and I don't need school to achieve them. I have true no intention of going to a college.
So screw it.
Anyway.
To quote
sublimin4l on
jrock_uploads "Yoshiki affirmed to have recorded in last March the song "Without You" with Toshi. The MAXI SINGLE should be on sale in the next months. Another good news : concerts seems to be in preparation. And Pata and Heath should be there. With regard to the painful decision to replace hide, they divert the problem by inviting various guitarists who would replace it according to titles' played!
Yoshiki should say it officially soon"
That's right people, X JAPAN MAY BE MAKING A COMEBACK.
Let's all sing praises.
What confuses me though is the fact that Yoshiki is working with Miyavi, Gackt and Sugizo (LUNA SEA) on a new supergroup called S.K.I.N. Could he be having two band projects? But then X Japan's comeback is not yet confirmed. I checked it myself and all he announced was that he "has also resumed working with X Japan co-founder Toshi, who announced on his website, that a "new project" would start soon."
SKIN is for sure though. Debut is in California I believe, on June 29. I wanna go see them damnit!!