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[crucifiedcherry]

it's been a long time.
i'm on vicodin right now.

so i had surgery last week, i had a weird growth thing over my uterus.

but it wasn't that simple.

what we thought was a cyst turned out to be endometriosis, and it was tangled around my intestines and my ovaries....my ovaries were so strangled by it that they were the size of fists and had to be completely reconstructed.

apparantly, my case of endo is the worst case my doctor has seen in her whole career, and i almost died.

i'm home now, it's been tough.

i have a big c-section looking scar across my abdomen now.

but on the brightside, my stomach is now completely flat.

cere has been taking amazing care of me though, i'm so lucky to have him with me. i love him so much and i have no idea what i did to get such a wonderful boyfriend.

annnnd things have been not so good at home in the past month or so, my dad and i aren't speaking at all and things with my mother are more tense than ever.

they found out about my pulls and my suspension, and they weren't happy.

it's been rough, i feel like there's a hole in me.

i need to get out of here soon.