Jan 23, 2005 23:00
my day has consisted of:
-waking up with a bad neck
-getting dressed and walking to the mall, being that i had nothing better to do and i couldn't stay in my house any more
-getting wet up to my knees and not being able to feel my toes
-smoking a cig out of frustration from not being able to feel said toes
-stumbling home and repeating "jesus fucking christ" and "motherfucker" over and over
-realizing that no one shoveled my driveway and that i didn't have the key to the front door
-dragging myself down said driveway in a shitload of untouched snow that was well above my knees
-not being able to open the back door because of snow, and then finally getting inside
-stripping down to my bra and panties and laying on the floor because i was so tired
-drinking some of my bottle of jack daniels by myself
-dancing like a stripper to "white lines" after getting tipsy from said whiskey
-chronically masturbating to pass time
-falling asleep naked on my floor
-waking up and realizing that sleeping on the floor was not the best idea.
and tomorrow i may or may not go to school, i'll see how i feel in the morning. all i know is that i need to get out of my house so i'd have to find someplace to go, since my mother will be staying home again and i've had my fill of her for the weekend. i need a break.