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i'm getting so fucking sick of everything again......1st off....i've been with my b/f now for almost 6 months and i only see him like on average once a week if that..........i don't even feel like i'm in a relationship.........i remember a few years back i was upset because i only saw my b/f twice a week cuz he had band practice, school, and work.............and all my b/f now duz is work a full time job and i never get to see him.......sometimes i feel like maybe i should just hibernate forever....everytime i find sum1 or sumthing that i like..........it always gets fucked up.......and then the fucked up part gets screwed up and i end up feeling like i shouldn't be here much longer.......maybe wut i need is just to pick up and leave and start over sumwhere.....like Jamaica......that sounds like a good place to start over........that will never happen tho becuz i am stuck in this black hole foooooor-eeeeeeveeeeeeeeeer(Sandlot flashback).........not to mention i will be car-less after 2marrow probably....... which should be fun........i will have to rely on the people that i carted their asses around for years to come pick me up to do anything.....i don't talk to over half of them anymore, the other half don't have their license, and the rest of them probably are too lazy or just don't give a fuck..........yep...those are my friends.....this week is gunna be awesome.......
i am looking for a new job......if anyone knows of sumwhere that is hiring that pays good...hit me up pleeeeeeze
i am looking for a new job......if anyone knows of sumwhere that is hiring that pays good...hit me up pleeeeeeze