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i had an argument with my mom twice in the past week and it's always the same thing. it's funny how they'll begin by a simple question or comment. she asked what i was doing for my birthday and i said i would be working and then going out with the homies (i did not say it like that..would of been funny but not considering the situation at hand) and she said oh ok, well then have fun and i guess you don't want us in your life and blah blah..and yes, the reason i chose to want to work on sunday is because i didn't want to go to church..it's pathetic it comes down to that, you know? i mean i don't dislike work and i could care less if i have to go in, but the fact that i decided to work on my birhtday (although by now it's kind of become unimportant to me) to avoid church is ugh, i don't know.. and yes, she said "we could have gone to eat breakfast and gone to church" and fuck me, i knew that was her plan all along. and then she argued about how i never want to eat where they go and that's just self explanitory...
um, i kinda said i was kidding about going out with friends after work because she would have gone ape on my ass, so i don't know where that stands even though i still want to do it..i'll know by like friday because i don't want to end up doing nothing. and this music is making me even more depressed. she did say she was just gonna let us (my brother and i who, as me, has a great deal of issues with the parentals) be because she's tired of caring but there was a but somewhere...so this piercing thing is going to determine where this part of the argument stands. life blows.
um, i kinda said i was kidding about going out with friends after work because she would have gone ape on my ass, so i don't know where that stands even though i still want to do it..i'll know by like friday because i don't want to end up doing nothing. and this music is making me even more depressed. she did say she was just gonna let us (my brother and i who, as me, has a great deal of issues with the parentals) be because she's tired of caring but there was a but somewhere...so this piercing thing is going to determine where this part of the argument stands. life blows.