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today has been nothing but stressful.
not only did i drive all the way out to santa clarita to meet sterlings dad for the first time ever, with shaking hands and nervous smiles. but i was inches away from smashing into the back of someones car on my way to school this morning when the freeway decided to take 80mph to 0mph. DEAD STOP.
rushed back from santa clarita to drop sterling off at his car, and to pick my mom up in thousand oaks.
just so happens shes already home, so i almost killed myself several times, for no damn reason.
NOWWW i made plans with my sister and her boyfriend earlier for me and sterling to go to malibu with them for dinner, so ive been rushing all day trying to meet up with them, now i find out they're going to the one place in malibu i dont like. not to mention today is sterling and my 11 months, so dinner is gonna be a piece of shit.
and there goes third street after dinner.
im just so fucking stressed outtt, and my back has knots up and down.
now im waiting for sterling to come pick me up from my house, so we can go to the apple store so he can get his new computer, and then rush to malibu for a pointless and unsatisfying dinner.
whatever. happy 11 months lover.
we've made it so far, yet it seemed so short.
i love you xo
not only did i drive all the way out to santa clarita to meet sterlings dad for the first time ever, with shaking hands and nervous smiles. but i was inches away from smashing into the back of someones car on my way to school this morning when the freeway decided to take 80mph to 0mph. DEAD STOP.
rushed back from santa clarita to drop sterling off at his car, and to pick my mom up in thousand oaks.
just so happens shes already home, so i almost killed myself several times, for no damn reason.
NOWWW i made plans with my sister and her boyfriend earlier for me and sterling to go to malibu with them for dinner, so ive been rushing all day trying to meet up with them, now i find out they're going to the one place in malibu i dont like. not to mention today is sterling and my 11 months, so dinner is gonna be a piece of shit.
and there goes third street after dinner.
im just so fucking stressed outtt, and my back has knots up and down.
now im waiting for sterling to come pick me up from my house, so we can go to the apple store so he can get his new computer, and then rush to malibu for a pointless and unsatisfying dinner.
whatever. happy 11 months lover.
we've made it so far, yet it seemed so short.
i love you xo