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I've got this crazy pattern that just repeats itself so many times; I'm sick of waking up everyday to this sinking feeling, no I am done with this. Do you understand that I need a major change of scenery?! I'm sick and tired of everything and everyone and if I forget you then who the fuck cares! Do you not understand that all I do is think for myself?! I'm a selfish sick son of a bitch, I do thinks that none of you would imagine, I'm an asshole, a piece of shit, and if you really dug deep inside of me you would find a piece of shit person. I'm sorry, that's the fucking truth and if it hurts you, I don't fuicking care. I'm done honestly, I'm moving, I really am, there's no way I'm fucking this up.