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I guess I should type up an update on my life since everyones so fond of lurking me, talking about me, dreaming about me. So well start with the basics of this hate induced summer. Its been a hot fucking summer, its hard to even be outside for more than 5 minutes, honestly its unbearable, I'd rather be indoors 24/7. My lease is going to expire sept 30 so after then I should be in a new home or still leasing at portofino, I think we will have brand new roommates, we will see what happens with that. Life so far has been hit or miss, I realized what I needed and didn't need in life and made a few trips down a flight of stairs to wake me from this fucking over achievement. I'm feeling better, I still resent humanity, I still am bi-polar as fuck, I'm still happy, I still have these godawful moments in my life where I'd like to choke the breath out of the closest human being. I'm doing better, I promise; its just that sometimes, well sometimes people create this overdramatic state, almost the same as the one I'm in. I'd like to take this momrment and say, mind your own business, live your own fucking life, stop peering into others personal affairs. Secondly, being bored makes you hungry and working 12 hour shifts makes you eat a lot, excercise is my constant. I'm living a dream and I'm never going to wake up, I will always be 12 years old on the inside, I'm sorry to tell you I had lost my childhood when I was 8 and forced to grow up and mature when I was really young. Thursday is still one of the most remarkable bands ever started. I'm feeling sick of how everyday we sit around and watch each other die.
I'm in like and I'm loving the feeling.
P.s. I'm a hypocrite and should be crucified for all my sins.
I'm in like and I'm loving the feeling.
P.s. I'm a hypocrite and should be crucified for all my sins.