Aug 21, 2006 18:09
I think it is finally getting to me that my house, my home, will soon be gone and moved far far away.
I don't think i really like this idea of Georgia. I don't like not know what my plans are for the next three years. Not knowing where i will live after 8 months. Not knowthing a place to call my home.
It's very frustrating, but like all things....it will work out.
I had a very hard time packing because I had that thought in back of my mind that i will never see any of my things again if i don't take them now. But once i get into town tomorrow, i know i won't want to come back. You will literally have to pull me by the back of my hair and pull teeth to get be back to zionsville.
I am just extremely frustrated with things right now. I can't quite sort them out, but I am just not happy with things here. I don't like things being a mess, but for some reason i feel that they are. And of course, one night soon and i am sure all this frustration will come pouring out.....and this suddenly reminds me that i have yet to pack my bottles. oops.
So here comes Btown, tomorrow morning, bright and early. This week will entail sunning, playing, being thirsty (very), and hugging on my friends like its the end of the world. plus i better find some darn wall space for my artwork or i will be PISSED!
pointless. goodbye zionsville. hello to my new home.