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So I like this guy, who shall remain nameless because him and his friends read this, and I have NO idea if he likes me back. I know he knows (you hear that!? I totally know you know! Haha), but he hasn't said anything, and I don't know if that's bad or not. I mean, if he wanted to get me over him (that is meant in a completely nonsexal way) then wouldn't he have come out and told me he wasn't into me? I don't know. But I know he's really sweet and cute and neither one of my brothers hated him TOO much before the took off and left me to figure this crap out for myself. But he did IM me today and asked if I was okay, which I thought was pretty sweet. *Smiles*
I watched the Notebook today. That movie has the happiest sad ending EVER. It was a good movie though. I can't deny that.
So I woked today and Debbie was deworming (oh, what a glamorous life I live!) and four of the eight horses had allergic reactions so things got really busy really fast. Then we had an AWESOME earthquake! I LOVE earthquakes. That's weird because before Sunday I was terrified of them. I don't know why.
Wow, now I'm sad. This blows. *Gets out hippy clothes* I hate the war. Why does everyone have to go? Why do I have to be stuck in Cali all by my self all summer! Almost all of my friends are gone. My brothers are gone. Everyones gone and I'm stuck here. =( Someone get me out of here.
So to that guy I was talking about earlier, can you give me a sign or something so I have some idea whats going on? Don't worry about hurting my feelings. I promise, I can take anything.
~*The Sad and Lonely Crystal*~